Saturday, November 9, 2013
Ku Menangis membayangkan kenapa kejamnye diriku diperbuat begini
tiada apa lagi yang harus aku tangisi
Aku tak tahu apa salahku
Dan aku tak tahu di mana lagi harus ku mencari pertolongan
Till when?
Till when do I hold on to?
I have no strength to go on
When I thought everything will be alright it doesnt seem to
I feel like running away far from here
noone will ever understand me
I have nothing left
I just wish that all these that is happening is just a bad dream and not a reality but sadly I cant
I wonder if tomorrow will be a better day for me or not
Just have that fear of living in another day without anything
I know there's someone out there who suffered more than me by watching charity show on television
I wonder how they handle their situation and live on their daily lives
And me?
At this age, I need to think so much and carry the burden of my parent
A friend told me once, I should be grateful that I'm born to this world without my parent I cant see this world
At a second thought I wouldnt want to be born to this world just to suffer for my whole life
I can count how many happy days that I encounter during my upbringing with my family
Family?
Where are they when I need them?
None of them care about me
All they know just to hurt me
I dont know what mistakes I have done to them till I had to face all these
| Breaking Down 8:16:00 PM
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