Monday, May 30, 2011
Everything seems not right
I dont know what went missing in my life
I feel there is something missing in my soul and I'm still searching for it
How I changed to this girl now?
Is it the surrounding that I turned this way?
The people that I miss badly?
Ouh well I'm trying badly to change the old Redha
The one who is hardwoking and excel in her studies
But it's hard though
The negative thoughts that keep playing in my mind
Lack of confidence in myself is just the key problem
Argh!!!
This is frustrating
Where is my confidence run to?
Too tired?
Too much sleep?
Daydreaming?
What is wrong with me??
Is it that I have lost interest in studying?
That's why no matter how hard I try to study I just dont get the concept
I just need you now
| Breaking Down 9:24:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 24, 2011
A stupid mistake that I shouldnt do and I regret it badly
I just wish that I didnt say all these things and digging my own grave
I just realised that I didnt cherish and treasure the ones that I loved
Maybe forgetting about them who have been there for me when I need them
I'm struggling with my modules now
ICA is around the corner and it's seem that I cant focus and concentrate
Report and report is on my way..
Ouh gosh
I dont know what to do
| Breaking Down 7:58:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Didnt expect doing project on Nokia is tough
Argh!!
Struggling to do this project
Sad and jealous as other lecture friends of mine their tutor have not yet brief them on their project
But mine the 1st lesson already talk about project
How sian isnt it?
Next week I need to submit and present on my project
Ouh gosh
Furthermore dont have any guideline for me to follow and end up lost in my way
In the first place I do lost my way in this module
It is broad
Too much information that need to be find and it is linked here and there
The worst thing is that I'm not good in researching for the information
Taking donkey years to reasearch in a particular thing
Hiaz
I'm so gonna chong for this project for this few days.
Hopefully it better pays off my pain
| Breaking Down 3:38:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 3, 2011
2nd week of school
Next week I has dateline for one of my project
Ouh gosh not prepare anyting
Feel so tired
My books is unreadable
After that day,
I just realised that people change
It is just so sad that the people that you are close with changes to a stranger that I didnt know
Ouh well
Up to the individual
All I can do is to pray for the safety for all my loved ones
| Breaking Down 7:27:00 PM
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