Monday, June 24, 2013
Knowledge is powerful and can do many things with it
Human can choose whether to use it the right way or the wrong way
Mostly human choose to use it the wrong way and the bad way
They think they are powerful enough to change the world
They forget that who gave them the knowledge that they have gained
As usual because of revenge and unhappiness in their life, they tend to use this power that they had to destroy those people that they have revenge on
You don't have to repay the retribution by using the evil ways mind you because God is always there and you don't need to threaten me to change my ways
People say that I make faces when I'm unhappy
Tell me which people on this Earth will smile when they are unhappy?
Doesn't mean that I'm unhappy I'm angry all the time
Maybe I just need to be alone
Or I'm just tired thinking about my problems
If they don't know me well, so don't anyhow judge me and make lots of noise about my attitude
For all I know, I don't think I have any attitude problem
If I had, I don't think I had any friends at all
I'm not perfect but I try my best to be the best
I didn't believe all this kind of stuff but I know the existence of it
Due to that I had a great nightmare + the warm weather that haunts me till I cant fall asleep
Till when should I worry these things all the time?
I do something good people don't even see it but when something is not right, they will be the first to criticize me
If I had the right mind and I know I didn't offence anyone why should I be scared right?
From now on, I think I need to mirror myself 24 hours so that I won't offence anyone and make more enemies without me knowing
I know up there somehow God will look down and protect me even though I know I'm not an angel and a good person
Fasting month is coming and I hope I can fast with a peace of mind
Thank you God for protecting me all this while
For sure somehow someday I will be good
| Breaking Down 3:44:00 PM
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