Friday, January 18, 2013
I was very pissed with my teammates
Like come on!
Project deadlines are around
the corner and they don’t even bloody care about their own work
Have their own responsibility to start with
the discussion and not wait for me or whoever the leader to spoon feed all the
damn information
What more I have to say?
When I do all the damn work, they say it’s
a group project and not an individual project
Like hello if it’s a group project then act
as one
Don’t say only
Enough of problem in school
Now problem at home
Everything is my fault
Firstly mum was talking to neighbor the other day when
that “old man” gave me the black face of his and rushed us to come down
She should know better about the impatience of that “old man” but she continued to
talk to them
So I asked mum to hurry up
I got “whacked” by them for that
I was what the hell
I’m the innocent party for goodness sake
and why are you making noise to me?
I have nothing to do with all this shit and
that was MY fault
How great was that?
Secondly the other day, I walked past their
corridor early in the morning and was rushing for time
I didn’t say hello to them and as a result they printed
me as snobbish
Thanks
Like what’s the problem
If you don’t know the full story don’t just
make the judgment by the book
Who are they to make that judgment?
I really can’t stand living in here any
longer
Everyday living in fear
With lots of bites here and there
Thanks to whom?
Of course to that “old man”
Because of him, we are in this state
Because of him, I have to sacrifice my room
and bed
He must be happy now
This is my fate that I need to face it with
open heart
Oh well blaming others also it can't be changed
Not as if I can be back to the old house
Life has to move on
Look at the positive side
| Breaking Down 7:40:00 PM
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Sunday, January 6, 2013
All you know is to nag early in the morning
What's wrong of just shutting the mouth and just do the damn bloody work
You nag also no used what!
The work still undone
What a moodless sunday!
Parent just let go of their responsibilty and let me do all the things all by myself as if all those things are mine
Stress with projects till I teared
That's how pressured I'm feeling
I don't know how to research on data
I don't know how to cope for all the final projects
Most of the due date is near to one other
Best part not all I had completed and team mates just hoping for miracle happening
I hope that I can do that too
That's when the more I think the more headache I get
Seems that I don't have time to spend time reading my best friend moreover watching movie or going out to release stress
Argh!
Hang on Redha
A few more months to go before no more projects to handle
God please let me be strong to face this obstacles
| Breaking Down 7:40:00 PM
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