Sunday, October 28, 2012
Bright Sunday afternoon
Tomorrow back to school for the last lap of my semester
Have the feeling that this semester will be tough
Don't really looking forward to school reopen but luckily got some motivation
Hehe =)
Back to busy days whereby I need to do tutorial and study
Argh!!
Project back again
I want to spend my days reading my best friend
Can?
Report is half way day
Still finding sentence for my report
Suddenly the brain unproductive after 10 weeks didn't do much of reading
Shall slowly focus and finish up
| Breaking Down 1:40:00 PM
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Friday, October 26, 2012
Finally it’s over
Very touched by them
Gave me cakes
It’s great working in there
Will miss most of them
But sometimes some people take an advantage of the kindness of other people
Normal in this world, but really she is too much
But nah its ok
After I’m gone I will not face this situation anymore
Hopefully people will be able to tolerate
Like I do
I’m sure GOD will pay back in return
Human beings love to complain everything in this world that happened to them
Instead they should be grateful with what they had
People do want a listening ear but then don’t take an advantage to complain everything and anything that happens again and again
I do get tired of listening too as any other people
You don’t need to reprimand me again and again about my job
I know what to do
As if I like to do this entire thing
For your info I do have a lot already in my plate that you had push your work to compared to you which you have nothing to do accept to complain all day
It’s not even my job to finish up everything and do you think I even finished up my own work?
Of course not because I’m busy helping others while others don’t even helped me
The best thing of all is that people took leave and pushed their work to me instead
How great was that!
People rush me for the work and I really hate it
Not as if I’m not doing my work
What I seat here all day stares and stone?
Is it fair to me?
Do I even deserve my grade that will be given to me for doing all the nonsense work?
Nah
This really frustrates me even more Anyway that's what is the working environment like
Better than the previous attachment
Phew
Can sleep in peace now hopefully without any nightmare
The only nightmare is to write the report
Argh! report is just driving me crazy
I don't know what to write because I had a lot of information that I want to put it in but then I don't know how to rephrase which makes it more confusing
How on earth that I had come to this part of the world by escaping through language?
Now I need to face it
Hard but what to do
Persevere is the key
| Breaking Down 6:50:00 PM
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Sunday, October 14, 2012
Behold of my temptation as it just bring me to no where
Know what is important to me as I don't need what is not needed
I know where I'm standing
I'm not that rich to afford what other people can afford to buy
Redha please don't compare with other people affordability
We are born differently and we have different affordability
I'm better off with nothing rather than no money to spend
I'm grateful with what I had for the moment
So God please remove all the bad intention towards other people
Let me be the independent Redha (which I always am) whereby I don't always need companion from others
Let me be strong girl to face all the challenges that were given to me
Leave me from all the loneliness as I know that YOU are always be with me
Thank You God
One week and 4 more days to go
I really cant wait to end this internship
It's really tiring me out
Report not yet started
Hopefully I get the deserved grade for all the hardship that I went through
| Breaking Down 5:52:00 PM
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Sunday, October 7, 2012
I was watching Malay drama when the actor say this some part of the show
This is life
This is World
Sometimes we are needed
Other times we are all alone
All the creation of God
Hmm it makes me to ponder for awhile
True what he says
2 more weeks to school reopen
Somehow looking forward to it but at the same time didnt want to
It means that I will be finishing my studies
Oh man!
Not yet decided on where to go after this
It feel so fast
I wish that I can stop the time and slow it down
Right now I just want to relax and take my time
Work load is unbearable
Furthermore colleague keeps complaining to me about her unfairness in her job
As if I can do anything and everything for her
Like hello I'm just an intern here for awhile
Lots of things that need to think of and there she is adding more for me to solve her own problems
Cant be bother with her
I guess working in the office will be like this
I shall not find job in office then
But where do I work then?
Take one step at a time
| Breaking Down 4:55:00 PM
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