Sunday, July 1, 2012
A bad starting for the month of July whereby everything seems not right
I'm not sure it will be better as the days goes by
I hope it does
Insya allah
With most projects are due this month, I'm sure it will bring a lot of hard work and hell to me
Anyway, June is not a good month either
With the "family tsunami" that hits us suddenly
In fact every month has their own good and bad things
Now what do I look in July?
To gain back the love that once has been blossom but suddenly it just crushes down in few moments
Its a bad memories that shouldn't be in my memory for long as it just hurts
No matter how hard it takes, I just need to move on rather than keep on crying my hearts out
No matter how hard I cry, it just happened
Human being cant run away from mistakes and so do I
I know I have done lots of mistakes in life
I cant change it or it cant be back to normal again either
I'm not God who has the ability to make the bad to good
All I can do is to ask for forgiveness
I know what for saying sorry when it doesn't mean anything
I had done my best to make it better
Learn from the past mistakes
Leave it behind and move on
All I can do now is to be patience and hopefully everything will be alright by then
For now I shall focus on my projects that are waiting for me
I hope that I have a better days ahead of me
God, I need your guidance and strength
Amin
| Breaking Down 2:32:00 PM
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