Friday, June 15, 2012
I wish that I can have my childhood days back
I miss those days whereby everything seems to be fine
Everything seems to changed due to one stupid move and everything is gone just like that
I don't know where goes wrong
7 years living in misery
Till when?
Not looking back to the past
All I need is the strength to move on and gain back what I used to have
Happiness where are you?
Smiling sun I just need you to shine on me
I'm sure you are somewhere around the corner to light up my life back
| Breaking Down 2:36:00 PM
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Sunday, June 10, 2012
Bright and peaceful Sunday afternoon with nothing to do
It has been a long time since I had this feeling of relaxing at home in peace
This is heaven
Soo shiok
Alhamdulilah
Finally it is over for now
Can take a break for the moment
No need to think about the stupid problems that is haunting me
I'm sure everyone in this planet have their own problems but then it doesn't stop them from living their lives to the fullest
We do need to look forward for tomorrow as it will be a better day
Insya allah
| Breaking Down 4:54:00 PM
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Monday, June 4, 2012
Another week with challenges I need to go through
Patience is all I need for the moment with the current situation that I'm facing
To leave in a house whereby you cant trust anyone is tough though
I just miss those times where I don't need to worry so much about those problems
At one point everything seems to be perfect but now..
Money is just the devil which destroy everything
It is too late now to complain or do anything about it
No point of crying
No point of being angry
No point of blaming anyone
Because everything is done and its all over
Poor Mum
Sometimes I just pity her but then she seems not to believe with my instinct
This is the price that she had to pay
She didn't learn for the past experience because she believe too much on her beloved son
Believe every single on what they say
Look what happened now
All her hard work pension is all gone just like that
Now she knows why I hate them so much and did all this
Ignoring them, rarely talk to them
Because I learn the unforgettable mistake which my future and dream almost being destroy
Luckily with the help of God, I manage to make it through
I wont forgive them with what they did to me and my family
I ask God to give the retribution to them who had done this to us
I wish that I can take all her pain away
But I cant
I had so much on my plate
It seems unbearable for me.
I'm so tired
Tired with the situation that I'm facing
Tired with school work which keep piling
Oh God please help me
| Breaking Down 4:31:00 PM
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