Thursday, May 31, 2012
Am I being unreasonable here?
I'm always think that people out there don't care about me
Or is it just my thinking?
What am I suppose to do?
To care and not to care?
To be selfish all I care?
A week of challenges and will continue facing it for few months to come
I hadn't been able to cope well over these few days and it will continue for few more weeks till this body are able to accept what is happening right now.
Trying adapting very hard going to school and back home alone by myself
Trying to tell myself that it wont be the same again for the moment
Trying my best to understand the situation that I am in
But the negative thoughts is just too strong for me to overcome
Trying hard to eliminate this feeling but sometimes I just cant
S.O.S someone help me
I shall change myself to a better person
Insya Allah =]
| Breaking Down 11:43:00 PM
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Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Missing something in life
I don't know what it is
Love
Care & Concern
Someone to talk to
Hiaz
Everything seems not right
The talking of mind is here again
Is it every time here with me?
Or is it when there's no one to talk to
Or I just want someone with me all the time
But I know I cant have all that
Alone
Lonely
I'm finding peace but I cant
Stress
Tired
God please show me the way
| Breaking Down 12:18:00 PM
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Friday, May 4, 2012
Struggling with my modules
I hated it much
But what can I do
No matter how much I complain, there's nothing I can change the modules or the situation
Hiax
I don't know what to do
The more I try not to hate it the more the modules hate me
It seems that I don't understand what the lecturer is talking about
At some point of time,I get what the lecturer is saying but it just too hard to absorb
It makes it harder when the interest is not there
Trying hard to accept the reality but I can't
Ouh well like what I said to my friend
Not to give up when facing difficulties
Yes I remember my mentor once said to me about the determination that I had in me
I will use it to keep me striving
For now, I shall take one step at the time
Feel so afraid of the time constraint
Everything seems to travel so fast
| Breaking Down 5:17:00 PM
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