Monday, April 23, 2012
Today is the first day of school semester
Year 3
Can you imagine that?
I'm in year 3 now
Ouh gosh!
A few more months and I will say sayonara to books
3 years ago I was a freshie
But now a senior
This semester seems to be tough
I should put aside all the dislikes about these modules so that I can concentrate better
Even though I don't really like my course, at the end of the day that is what I'm spending on for these 3 years of people's money to study
So I'm gonna try my best to study for this semester
I hope I can pull up my GPA at least
Jiayou redha!!
| Breaking Down 10:30:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 10, 2012
What is life without conflict?
But then it just make it more complicated
Why do we have a conflict in the first place when all we get is frustration and hatred?
Don't we live to be happy?
To have peace?
I just don't understand about the "politics" that has been going around in this house
I wonder when will it ever stop
Will it ever stop in the first place?
Hmm
All because of word of mouth that all went wrong
Due to bad mouthing people, life of the others affected
Relationship between sister and sister, mother and daughter are affected
Maybe relationship between cousin and cousin also will affects
Why this happening right now when everything seems to be alright?
Every day thinking about what will happen next to my life
Will it be the same?
More fights?
More peace?
As if I'm in somekind of war
This is worse than war
Because it just kills me slowly deep inside...
| Breaking Down 3:45:00 PM
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Friday, April 6, 2012
Irritated by them
Can they just go out from this house?
I wish I had wings that I can fly away from here
I just want to have silence and peaceful life
I had enough of this shouting and screaming
I cant take in anymore
Every second
Every minute they are making noise
My ears is hurting
My heart is bleeding
Till when they want to stay here?
In that room?
Not embarrassed living with your parents?
Ouh well
I only can state my feelings here
2 weeks of break
I hope that I can have peace for these 2 weeks of staying at home
God show me the way
| Breaking Down 1:31:00 PM
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