Saturday, March 31, 2012
It has been awhile since people sing a birthday song to me
Maybe as the year goes by no one remembers my birthday anymore
Oh well
March is ending soon
Means that my suffering will end
Thank God for being there for me and protect me all this while
I'm glad that everything back to normal even though is tough
Sometimes I know I'm being selfish
Is there something wrong with me?
| Breaking Down 12:12:00 PM
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This week has been another bad days
Feel soo moody this few days
I don't know why
Maybe due to the hormones that are actively moving in my body
Trying hard to control
I wonder if there is any way that I can control the hormones that are moving in my body
I always ask myself am I regretting choosing this path
Because It seems so hard to continue on this path
I know I'm still the redha once upon a time in ITE
But not now in Poly
Still struggling after 2 years in here
What am I doing?
I know God choose me to walk on this road but I can't continue any longer
I don't know what to do
Sometimes I feel that I'm good for nothing
Such a useless girl
I have no one except God
My family don't really care about me
Brother is everything to her
Yea I'm the useless one
But who is the one who help her all these days
Brother?
I'm just so hurt and sad
ouh well
Whats the point of helping right when no ones appreciate it
My friends..
I wonder where they are
Ouh well.
Feel so lonely
| Breaking Down 12:11:00 PM
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Saturday, March 17, 2012
It has been a bad week as what I thought
Up and down
But yesterday I have been thinking it through
It just makes me sad, angry and disappointed
How could this happened to me?
What did I do to get all this?
Am I not good enough?
I try hard enough
I'm tired
People say don't bring personal stuffs to work
But it is difficult though to not to think and keep dwelling on it
3 more weeks to get out from the hell where everyone is backstabbing each other
Boot licking to get the result that they wanted
I hate that place very badly
I wish I'm not in there in the first place
Ouh well half way there already
Keep going on redha!!
| Breaking Down 11:03:00 AM
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Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Hey People!!
New Blog Skin
How about that?
Hope it is more happening with this new skin
Awesomeness
Happy Girl today
How was your day?
My day was not that bad
Everything seems to be in the right track
Thank God
Counting down to 4 more weeks
Wow!!
That's fast right?
Can't wait for it to end so that I can take a break before the start of Year 3
I can't believe that I'm going into Year 3 soon
That's how scary it is
Gonna chong for my report soon
| Breaking Down 5:36:00 PM
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Friday, March 2, 2012
Its March already
28 more days to go
Hiaz don't look forward to it
Got motivated by my mentor
More positive to look forward for the days
5 more weeks to go
As days goes by, I really can't swallow the pain the I went through anymore
but then I know I'm strong enough to go through all this
| Breaking Down 8:51:00 PM
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