Tuesday, November 22, 2011
My mind is at ease now
Everything is settle for the moment
Following with the flow
Back to our normal life
Worry and think too much I guess
1 more day to suffering
After that ban gan
Whoo!!
But then staying at home doing nothing doesnt make any difference
With all the screaming and shouting
I would rather go out and have a peace of mind
Ouh man what am I suppose to do?
If I always go out Mum will nag me to death
If I stay at home I will also die of madness
Argh!!
It's just a lose, lose situation
| Breaking Down 3:47:00 PM
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Sunday, November 20, 2011
Its bitter to swallow
Its hard and unbearable
But this is life
Forbidden Love with so much difference
I dont know how long this heart can survive to swallow everything in
God if this is my fate I accept it
My days seems to continue to darken as I found myself lost in the tunnel
I cant find the way out
This is my punishment that I must face all alone
There so much to be done
Cant take in anymore
I just need to have a break now but then this week is critical week for me
I dont know how to overcome this
Tears keep flowing without me noticing it
Feel that my mind and soul has flown away and left my body here suffering
Trying hard to distract myself but I cant
I shall let my body fly away too
| Breaking Down 11:44:00 AM
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Thursday, November 3, 2011
Why I feel there is a sudden change in someone?
Or is it just my feeling?
It has been 3 days now
It seems that I can see some of the true colours shining.
Hmm
Trying hard to keep this strong but I dont know much longer I can hold it
Friends where are you?
Feel so down at the moment
Feel wanna be all alone
Forget about my feelings and just make others happy?
Gonna distract myself alone now
| Breaking Down 10:37:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 2, 2011
I have done my best on my part
I dont know what to do
I'm going crazy
Ouh gosh!!
Seriously why should I even bother in the first place
Be patience with myself
God please give me guidance through this darkness
| Breaking Down 11:34:00 PM
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