Sunday, October 23, 2011
My world suddenly crushed just like that due to my own stupidity and ego
Somone hurt due to me
Regretful much
No matter how much I try to apologise it just make into hatred
Oh god!!
What have I done?
Please show me the way
A few more days to go and all this thing happening
Why must it be happening?
I get my retribution now
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| Breaking Down 9:54:00 PM
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Thursday, October 20, 2011
What's the meaning of life?
For 21 years, I didnt get a chance to make my own decision
Now dealing with feelings and my future life I also didnt get to have my own decision
Can anyone tell me when?
Becoz I'm sick and tired following all the plans that are being planned for me
All I did was either wrong or not in her expectation
Noone born perfect
Who is perfect?
I just dont understand why she hate so much about other race especially chinese?
It's all in the past?
Why she keep comparing?
I dont know what should I do to cheer myself up or to stop thinking about all this
Ouh well no matter what happens,I need to move on
Let fate take the place
| Breaking Down 5:22:00 PM
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Wednesday, October 12, 2011
They started to talk back again
They were fine again
And its time to be "good again"
Hey mum, like seriously they didnt learnt their lesson
What will makes them learn their lesson?
Or even repent on their mistakes?
Hmm..
Ouh well these people wont repent till something bad really happened to themselves I guess
But you know what I dont really care about them
I'm happy being like this
Not talking much
Next week school reopen
Excited+ scared+ worried and everything
Ouh gosh that's fast.. =[
| Breaking Down 3:23:00 PM
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Thursday, October 6, 2011
I must be thinking about myself again
Am I hoping for more?
Depending on others
How selfish am I
But then..
The more I think the more complicated it is
To let go?
Sacrifice?
I can keep holding
But till when?
Everytime it hurts in silence
Maybe should let it be that way..
For now
Goodbye
| Breaking Down 12:15:00 AM
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