Thursday, September 29, 2011
Isnt it too late to talk now Brother after what you have done?
God must be hearing my pain though till he start to talk to me yesterday
But then..
It just feel so awkward to talk and face him now
Ouh well if he wanna talk to me and still regard me as his sister I'm sure will forget about the past.
Bak peribahasa: Air dicincang tak kan putus
Anyway I did nothing wrong to him
Why should I be the one who give in to him?
Ending of September
How time flies!!
Soon school reopen and the cycle goes again
How bored isit??
Ouh well that's life for me
| Breaking Down 1:54:00 PM
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Thursday, September 22, 2011
After a day at my sis house,my soul seems to be in peace
It has been a long time
To have peace on my own
When I think back what really happens lately, it really teaches me to handle such a problem strongly
Everyone on this earth do have problems
They choose not to think much about it
Just let Nature took over the time and I'm sure it will heal by itself
No point of thinking when it just hurt
Ouh well I move on
Result is out
People might say my result is lousy
No future
But nobody knows how it feels to get such a result in the first place
To struggle soo much
Even though I get such a result, I'm grateful with what I get.
Its ok
People wont understand..
As long as I continue to do my work I'm sure I will get there one day even though it takes a longer time to reach.
| Breaking Down 11:18:00 PM
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Monday, September 19, 2011
WITCH what more you want from me?
Not enough of you giving me troubles?
What I did to you till you want to do this to me?
I didnt disturb you and here you are disturbing me
Because of you, Brother is enemy with me
He is out of his mind just like you
He want to see me(his only little sister)to suffer just like her
Worse still to lose all her future just because of that WITCH
All my hard work that I put in.
Did he even know what I went through
I doubt he dont
If he does, he wont do this to me
At times like this, we should be bond together
But then..
He is the one who choose this path
I know in his mind he will say what for I had a sister but cant help at this point of time
Yes!!
I'm useless!!
Hopeless!!
But have you ever think where are you when I need your help then??
I did help you all the time but did you ever help me??
NOO!!
But do I ever complain?
NOO!!
I swallow all in and now it hurts
Did you know how sad it is??
We are drifted apart because of HER!!
AND I HATE HER MUCH!!
Its too late to think now
All I can say is all the best to you
Cause I cant be bothered anymore!!
| Breaking Down 2:22:00 PM
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Saturday, September 3, 2011
Sometimes human being just take everything for granted of what God gave to them
I guess I'm one of them
God give mouth to talk about good things
I say all the bad things which end up hurting other people feelings
True enough people will hurt you back
Karma
But then it hurts much..
All I can do is just cry inside
By myself
God give brain to think so that we can be a better person
But all I can think is to make sentence to hurt people
Ouh well I'm useless as it seems
| Breaking Down 4:38:00 PM
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