Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Kini aku pasrah dengan segalanya
Kepedihan ini masih terasa
Apakah salah ku
Apakah dosa ku
Tuhan berilah ku petunjuk mu
Dan redha dengan kehendak mu
Cukup kali ni kau menyakiti berulang kali
It hurts so much down inside
Feel so cheated
So all this while is just fake?
After what I have done?
I guess all the same
Its hard to find someone who is sincere enough
Ouh well I leave it to God to decide my fate
Tiada aku mengerti
| Breaking Down 5:19:00 PM
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Monday, August 29, 2011
Tonight is eve of raya
Hiaz
It suppose to be together and be good
End up frustrated
I'm the useless one
But one day, you will be grateful of having me as a daugther.
Dont wanna spoil my mood talking about it
Salam hari raya to all my friends =]
| Breaking Down 11:02:00 PM
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Saturday, August 27, 2011
Nothing to be said
The more you say, the more it hurts
Argh!!
Going crazy in this house
All I did was to do my own things
You can say that I'm selfish
But you're the one who push me into this
I did all I can
But dont push me to the limit until I cant take it any longer
| Breaking Down 7:57:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011
It seems that I'm the one doing everything in this house
The climbing
The cleaning
Hiaz
Super tired!
Just wish that I can go out all I want and dont care about the house
By the way after all this while,"he"is back commenting my post
What a shock?
Feel like asking why do you even care to comment my post after what you have just did to me
Hurts to forget
But what to do..
Better to forget than to remember
Ouh well
I moved on with my life
| Breaking Down 8:19:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2011
I thought that after exam I can relax for awhile before working but end up I need to do lots of things.
Furthermore, everyday is soo noisy with my niece and nephew shouting the whole day with "additional shouting" from their mum.
Frustration
Only God knows how I feel to stay in this house
The worse thing is that, I heard that my parents want them to stay together with us
Ouh come on!
Have your own future and backbone can?
Have big family and still want to stay in that small room
Go and shift to your own house for good sake man.
After that you want to shout or do what ever you want to do nobody want to stop you.
A few more days to Hari Raya..
Dont feel like celebrating
Not yet clean the house
Go out also wrong
At least I didnt ask her for money what?
Work so hard and all she know is to spend the bloody money like nobody business
Argh!!
Chowz
| Breaking Down 8:54:00 PM
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