Tuesday, June 28, 2011
I realised what happens to me now.
I don't care about the Director's List anymore
I don't care about scoring GPA of 4.
All I care is to get my diploma at the end of the day
Coz there are someone out there who give me this second chance to be here
Yea it hurts when you try so hard and end up failing or not getting what you want
I'm not born to be perfect
I don't want to be either
I just want to be the old redha where by I'm free to do what I want
I faced these failures all the times but never I lose hope on it
But hey when I think back all these failures is just a set back for me.
To bring down my spirit of going on.
After the "wanna be alone time" just now, my mind is thinking why I feel this way?
I just forget where I come from
I'm not from the rich family
I came here also someone sponser but then I just let them down if I continue to be this way
Giving up hope
Being selfish uh
Now I realised it's ok of people around me look down on me
But I know who I am
I'm gonna try the best that I can do
The rest I leave it up to HIM to decide..
Even though I almost teared,I feel soo much relieved.
My shoulders seems to be lighter now
I think the responsibility that I have shouldered since the 1st day in school has just been lifted up.
I need and I'm gonna change the way it has been.
I'm not gonna let you guys down no more
I hope it's not too late now
| Breaking Down 10:57:00 PM
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