Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Turning a year older
No more present( I dont care too)
Where is everyone?
Friends celebrating their birthday by having chalet, party
But me?
I didnt ask much
Just having dinner together as a family will be great
But then..
Just wish that I'm celebrating alone
All by myself
It's just better that way
There's no need to tell the whole world that it's my birthday
As if I'm asking for gift
All I need is that my loved ones to be there for me
But sadly none of them do.
What more can I ask?
As year goes by,one by one forgets my birthday
Everyone is busy with their daily routine
What to do nothing important though
It's just another boring day to pass!!
Goodnight people
Do you have a great day?
I do even though my heart breaks into million pieces
Take care is all I can say before it's too late
| Breaking Down 11:05:00 PM
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Thursday, March 24, 2011
I'm just sick of these kids
They are making my Mum crazy
With the shouting and screaming
Crying and quarelling
Their parents are just good in having children
(Might as well have a baby machine)
But then, they dont know the resposibility of taking care of them
They just chuck THEIR CHILDREN to this house and expect MAID to take care of them
They have gone too much
The pain that Mum gone through
Serve them right as Mum dont even care about them
The moral of the story is respect others if you dont respect yourself
| Breaking Down 8:49:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Second Sem's result is out
Hmm.. no comment about it
GPA no difference as last semester
But alhamdulilah that I passed everything
That's the only thing that I'm hoping for
The rest I dont care and give a damn
The only thing I cared about is to graduate and get the diploma
Last time I used to work hard and get a great result so that I can get to poly
Now I'm in poly and I aim to do well and get out to get a better job
The past should be bury as memories
The future should be the one that I'm after for and keep it alive
Hmm
Well said my brain =]
I feel like I'm flying
Goodbye friend
I shall not be bother
| Breaking Down 3:55:00 PM
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Saturday, March 19, 2011
Just my luck to work with a bunch of irritants today
I dont give a damn if you are senior than me but at least respect other people I'm maybe kind and can make jokes to you but dont take it as granted as I do have the limitI'm might be slow but at least I make the effort to do my own job and not busybody on other people's life Might as well I did eveything by myselfCleaning and clearing the tableServe customers Mind you I'm not their SLAVE and DOG who they can ask me around to do their BLOODY JOB!!! As long as I can stay and did my job I will stay.
If the time is up for me to leave , I will definitely say sayonara to them
I shall be patience
If you think that you can bring me down, try harder as I will stand firm on the ground =]
Chowz
| Breaking Down 11:16:00 PM
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Monday, March 14, 2011
Hey peepz
Yesterday went to check specialization class
I didnt expect that I didnt get into the specialization that I want
Hmm..
Sad life uh
Ouh well I guess I need to be grateful though
Even though I didnt get into the class that I want, but at least I get to 2nd year rather than staying back in 1st year.
Or the worse case is to get into the class that I want but end up feeling so stressful as I may not be up to their standard
I guess there is a reason behind all things
I believe who knows with me not in the class that I want, I may do well in this class even though to be apart from my classmate
| Breaking Down 4:04:00 PM
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Sunday, March 13, 2011
Yesterday just pissed off with some of the woman there
They think they're superstar
I know my job
So you dont need to instruct me what to do
I'm not a superwoman who can do this and that at a same time
Cant you see that outside is damn busy?
I didnt ask you to help ( I doubt so you will help)
But then can you just keep your mouth shut and take the initiative to help out instead of instructing people as if I'm your slave and maid
While I was doing my job another woman ask me to do something
I feel like shouting at them
Are they blind or what?God gave them eyes for what?God gave them hands and legs for what?To use and not for showReach home quite late
Mum nag at me for reaching home late
As if I like to do that
Chowz
| Breaking Down 2:29:00 PM
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Friday, March 11, 2011
Today was the awsome day
My cousin and me went to Universal Studio Singapore at Resort World
Even though it is expenisve and I didnt manage to take all the rides ( just 2 "mini rollercoaster" makes my head, heart and soul just leave my body and puke) due to motion sickness but then I had great fun and experience
Taking pictures at the New York
The place there was awsome
Feel as if that I'm at New York
The Broadway
Shophouses
Watch the famous director Steven Spilberg how he did his movie
The thunder, hurricane, wind
It was just amazing
Went to Far Far Away and watch the 4D adventure of Shrek
That was the best too
It was real as if we in the movie
Just wish that i'm strong so that I can take all kinds of rides which will not make me sick
Chowz.. Sleep tight peepz =]
| Breaking Down 10:17:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Yesterday was the awsome day!!
BB/BL girls mini outing. Hahah
Meet Mardhiah at Yio Chu Kang and straight we went to MB
Meet my ex colleagues there
Miss that place even though I leave that place for just a week
Feel sad for them
I mean it's not my fault that I left that place
They do have crew and it's not even my problem that they are in this state
Their crews are the one who are selfish and think about themselves
It just not fair for me to continue to stay and hope for miracle to happen each and everytime
Furthermore I want to widen my experience.
I'm also adapting to my new envrionment and it's not an easy task to do too
So stop complaining and begging me to come back and help out
I'm not superwoman
Neither do I running after money
It just so tiring and yet asking me to help them
Soon or later I will die of exhaustion.
So yea
Enjoy my day with them
Crazy bunch of people
Talk about normal stuffs
Attachment days
School days
Miss those times
Chowz
| Breaking Down 12:35:00 AM
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Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Yesterday was the bad day ever in my working life
Hiaz
I feel my life is sucks now
I'm so shag like zombie
I want to do nothing but to sleep and rest my body, mind and soul
But I know I gonna pull this through strongly
Patience and determination is jus what I need now
No matter what I wont give up easily
This is the path that I choose
Got to go
Need to chillaz for now
| Breaking Down 9:11:00 PM
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