Monday, November 29, 2010
I'm super pissed off
1stly I was super tired after doing CS all the way and somehow help out in controller
They dont even help me.
They know to complain only
2ndly the customers cant have the patience
Like hello I have 2 hands and 2 legs
Not as if I'm like a robot that can do everything at once
Ahyo these people also have
They took me for granted
I just wonder how will they survive without me
I know they can survive because I'm nobody to them
This feeling urging for me to quit is very strong
I shall stay on and be strong
One day
Sooner or later the time will come
At that point of time, I will say to myself I had enough of this
| Breaking Down 12:28:00 AM
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Thursday, November 25, 2010
I just wonder what are my classmates doing when they have free time
I mean I'm trying my best to finish up everything and make sure it is all done
I need to juggle lots of things and dont even have time for my own
There they are complaining that they are tired and dont have enough time to complete assignment.
How about me?
Rushing for time as if the time can explode me anytime
Hiaz
Maybe they are the ones who need time management more than I do
Hmm..
Next 2 weeks is crucial for me to 'continue to be alive' as there are lots of ICA coming and I seriously need to be prepared and score this one.
This is the only opportunity left so that I can get a better chance to get into the desire options route that i will be choosing at the end of the year.
Pretty worry about that day to come
God please make my journey a smooth one
| Breaking Down 11:11:00 PM
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I dont know why I could not stand my classmates any time longer.
They have become from bad to worse
They have their own clique and dont care other people
I feel that we have drifted far apart somehow
I dont know why they become like that
As if I'm stranger
Yea i know I'm nobody
Maybe they just regard me as an aunty that nags and have attitude problem each time come to class but at least I do not disturb other people and making trouble
Am I a threat to them?
Hmm.. Whatever happens I shall persevere
Ateh how are you there ?
Gege do you still remember me?
Haiz one step at a time redha
| Breaking Down 1:14:00 AM
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Monday, November 22, 2010
I wish that I can be strong
I fail
I try to handle and balance my time
I fail
What else should I do so that I can do everything
I believe I can
I know I'm not superhuman
I know I can overcome this
I have come this far
Ouh gosh tired is overcoming my body
I dont like this feeling
I can fall asleep anytime and end up miss my stop
It has been 2 times this week
Dont know how long I can survive in this situtation
Maybe I need to give up something?
I hate to give up something that I like to do
But if it forces me to do so maybe it will be a good decision in the end uh.
| Breaking Down 8:33:00 PM
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Saturday, November 20, 2010
If you dont like me, just say it straight to my faceYou dont need to create a huge havoc and told the whole world who am IThey have their own eyes to obeserve what is happeningAnyway none of them understand what i went through in my mind You just make people misunderstand meNow I'm known as Emotional GirlOuh whatever peopleThanks anyway!!! Each time going to MB, people will ask whether my flower is open or closeI was like what the hell!!Like hello I dont give a damn anymore !!You think that I'm super dumb and dont know what's going onYou may think that I look like I'm innocent or slow but I do know more than you ok So just shut your bloody mouth.. Trying to test my patience right each one of themFine it just waiting for the right time to left By the time maybe you will regret not having and cherish meIt'ok.. Just wish that Ateh was hereConfirm if Ateh was here, she will not let other people bully me If so she will talk and ask what happened to me I dont need their sympathyI just need them to understand that something happen for a reason Being quiet and didnt talk doesnt mean that I'm 'emoing'I just need to be aloneAnyway it's ok people you can talk and gossip behind my backAt the end of the day, you will be the one who is at a losing end.. =]
| Breaking Down 1:24:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Hey people mostly to the Muslim out there.
I just wanna wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha..
Oh yeah!!
Finally got this day to really sit and spend my time doing and finishing up all my tutorials and projects which will be due really soon.
As usual my family didnt go out today. It is different from Hari Raya Aidilfitri where we spent the whole day visting our relatives.
Hmm..
Somehow I feel so lazy to finish up my tutorial and project but then if I dont finish up now, there will be no time for me left.
I feel like sleeping all the way and enjoy my day but too bad there too much of work that I need to do.
I shall persevere and stop procrastinate any longer
All the way Redha !!!
| Breaking Down 1:08:00 PM
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Saturday, November 6, 2010
Projects outline for most of the module is out
Haix headache
Now I have problem with the Microsoft Office.
Tutorial and more tutorial..
MB cant stop disturbing me
I had enough stress and here they are demand me to come again and again
It's not about money
It's about studies
It's about time
I dont have enough time to do my tutorial and project have not start doing
Redha will be strong to face this
| Breaking Down 11:30:00 AM
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