Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Sometime I just wish that I can shout out loud
How much pressure I'm facing in..
I'm just tired of EVERYTHING
Where MB facing lack of people and somehow wants to get rid of people
in the end I need to come almost everyday?
Why cant they just understand that?
I do have my own life and now it just gone
Dont even have my own time for me to rest..
My days are just pack with things.
My time are very precious..
Time is ticking and I can feel that it can explode any moment now
Chow need to do tutorial now
| Breaking Down 8:37:00 PM
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Thursday, October 21, 2010
Ateh take care of yourself there
I will miss you
Ateh went back to hometown and probably wont be back to Singapore ever again
Hiax just wish that I can follow her there..
Yea as if...
Today has been the 4th day in school
So far still can survive
Yea I hate this new semester.
Much more stricter .
Cant use handphone..
Must do tutorial.
Ask question one by one to ensure that we understand the tutorial.
I just hate that and going to school has make me soo phobia
Can I not go to school ????
| Breaking Down 1:14:00 AM
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Saturday, October 16, 2010
1 more day to school reopen
Not motivated to go to school
Just wish this thing didnt happen
Oh well everthing had happened
Regret knowing him? Hmm somehow he has keep me accompany when gege left but yet again.. getting hurt is the worst thing
It's ok
Life has to move on without someone in life
There are reason behind everything that happens
So yesterday was the past
Today is the present
Tomorrow will be the future
Look at the bright side and who knows everything will be ok by then
Oh god please help me to be a better person.
Yesterday a friend drop me a message and asking about my life
So touched of what she said
"I know you are strong girl. If you can pull through why not now"
She have woke me up from my fall.
Thanks girl
I will be the old redha that you know..
| Breaking Down 11:05:00 AM
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Monday, October 11, 2010
Yesterday marks 1 week gege left
Just 1 week as though he has left for months
So peace my life without his hello everytime we meet
Miss those times..
Tired with MB
Feel like leaving..
Check new timetable for the semester
Haix.. Dont feel like going to school now
Feel so scared..
| Breaking Down 12:47:00 AM
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Sunday, October 3, 2010
Today was the last day for gege
Haiz it just so sad
Learning to let go someone is just so hard
Luckily I didnt cry like what happen to ateh when she left
All the best yea gege
Jiayou !!!
Bro J asked me about life
People just dont understand where I come from
From the face that you see you cant really know what is hidden behind that face
I dont ask for sympathy
Anyway thanks bro for the advice
Dont worry I wont let all this small things bring me down
I shall be strong.. Insyaallah
| Breaking Down 11:25:00 PM
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Friday, October 1, 2010
It just hurt knowing someone is taken
Why should I felt this way?
Can you just go away from my life?
Just leave me alone
I need to stop all this stupid wild feelings that I'm not supposed to have
It's just wanna distract me from my studies
Oh god please help me pull this through
Goodbye gege
Do keep contact yea
| Breaking Down 12:06:00 AM
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