Tuesday, September 28, 2010
There goes my result for the 1st semester..
Haix 1st thing I'm grateful to god that I did not need to take supp paper. Phew!!! but then my GPA is super low and I just cant believe it. ( Hey think back redha you pass what so be grateful)
I intend to compare with my previous result. ( Stop thinking about the past redha.)
I know i will do better next time.
Thanks to Bro Z for his advice. It wont changed anything if I continue to be sad and have all the negative thinking. I miss him badly.
Just wish that he was here with me
It's ok..I know I have done my best
Double sadness for this week
Ouh gosh !!
Gege is leaving in 2 more days and after seeing this result I cant be bother anymore. My mood is just gone
| Breaking Down 12:07:00 PM
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Saturday, September 25, 2010
I'm so freaking angry
Is my face money face?
People keep asking me money
Like hello I also in need of money
Ask me to learn driving license but then noone helping me to save up
Expect the money to come from where?
The sky?
Argh forget about it..
The week is coming to a end
Hope miracle happens and let gege stay
Please dont go.. =[
| Breaking Down 2:23:00 PM
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Thursday, September 16, 2010
I just dont understand why Mum always finding fault with me yesterday
She say I keep thinking about myself
Wanna say that I'm selfish
Who is the one selfish? Keep thinking about myself?
THEY ARE THE ONE!!!
THEY ARE THE ONE WHO DESTROY MY FUTURE
THEY ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE ME IN THIS STATE
THEY ARE THE ONE WHO TAKE AWAY MY PRIVACY
DO YOU THINK THAT I WANNA HAVE A "STRANGER"
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND AND WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL TO HAVE A STRANGER LIVING WITH US
I JUST WANNA HAVE OUR OWN FAMILY BACK
JUST THE 3 OF US
AND SHE GOT THE GUTS TO SAY THAT I'M SELFISH
She dont remember how that woman almost destroy my future
WHO AM I ?
WHAT MORE THEY WANT IN MY LIFE
I HAVE DONE MY BEST AND THIS IS WHAT THEY DID TO ME
THANKS VERY MUCH
Just spoil my mood
Damn it
These are the people who dont deserve to be kind
Look what they did to me
It's ok
Living in this world is just for a moment
I have to be strong
Hearing that gege will be leaving in 14 days time make me more sad
Who will replace gege?
One by one people that I love and care gone from my life
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| Breaking Down 12:28:00 AM
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Monday, September 13, 2010
Feeling so sad
It has been awhile since we meet each other and I'm trying to plan an outing raya with my friends but in the end everyone cant make it
Dont know whether should I continue or just cancel it since everyone is busy with their own things
Haix planning an event is not a easy job uh
Small event think until I'm so stress up
Thinking of that reminds me of what I learn to become a good leader
Compromise so that I can get a win, win situation
Fuhyoh i remember that man!!! Hahaha
Anyway let Him decide
Miss Ateh and Gege
| Breaking Down 8:32:00 PM
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Saturday, September 11, 2010
2nd day of raya not that happening
Just went to uncle and aunty house beside my mum side with my sis
My mum stayed home as some of my uncle and aunty come and visit mum
quite boring
Tiring
tomorrow will be another tiring day
| Breaking Down 10:25:00 PM
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Friday, September 10, 2010
Selamat Hari Raya my friends
Today is the day for the Muslims to celebrate Hari Raya after one month fasting
Hari Raya this year is the same as last year but then more sad as there I have no more grandparents to visit left
Just waited for my sister to come and visit us
After this will be holiday
Yesh ar this is the moment man that I waited for
But then scared for the result..
Haix but whatever it is I will cherish every moment and minute that I have
| Breaking Down 12:59:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Today will be the last paper that i need to go through.
Accounts paper.
Yesterday paper was manageable
Quite happy with my performance
Much more better than the other two papers
Hopefully later paper will be manageable
Please help me god to went through this with patience
After that wala holiday
Yesh ar!!!
Looking forward for that.
But first let me focus on my paper..
Goodnite people
| Breaking Down 12:05:00 AM
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Thursday, September 2, 2010
2 papers are down
I cant explain what went through in my mind
Haix whatever it is it's just gone
Hope for the best
We have been friends for 2 years
We went through so much things together
They are both close to each other once upon a time
Just of little misunderstanding, they hate each other
Why must it end this way?
It just so sad to see them like that
But what can I do as a friend?
Pray so that one day they can accept each other again
| Breaking Down 5:47:00 PM
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