Tuesday, August 24, 2010
This few days I have been thinking about my life
What I have went through
The people that have come and go in my life
I'm so grateful to God that HE give me these chances to meet this great guys even though it's for the moment
Finally I found Mr E in facebook. He was awsome!!! His life must be great and wonderful. Entertain people
I just wish that I can be like him
Not to entertain but to change to old me instead
Feel damn lazy to study
I'm trying to study like the way I used to study last time but I cant
Studying break now but I'm in no mood to study
Argh!!! seriously maybe it has been long time for me to study and keep studying
Some of my brain cell had died I think
Not function well
| Breaking Down 12:59:00 PM
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Thursday, August 12, 2010
This week has been awsome even though tiring
Did not regret joining for this Samsung motivator for the Journey of the Youth Olympic Flame even though need to wake up super early to go for school
I had lots of fun!!
Most importantly I make new friends
Tomorrow will be the last day for the event
I'm sure i will miss those times especially yesterday got drenched due to heavy rain.
The party bus was fun with the DJ on the great songs to boost us up
Not to forget the handsome MC who has been makes thing possible and motivate us. You are awsome man!!!
Meet you again
Somewhere
Someday
| Breaking Down 3:29:00 PM
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Saturday, August 7, 2010
Today event was AWSOME!!!
Even though this morning raining during the motivators but then we are so high!!!
We cheer them on !!!
I didnt regret taking today off as I really enjoyed myself to the maximum
It has been a long time since I take a day off
I was so proud to be there and it's once in a life time opportunity
It doesnt matter if I lost MB
But this experience I wont get
Anywhere
Anymore
The performance was POWER
After this I'm sure I will miss the whole event and the busyness
Tomrrow until Friday still have the Samsung Motivator
Need to start my revision soon
After this the only thing that will make me busy is to mug and mug all the day long
Yeah that's the spirit man!!!
Got to go. Again later morning need to wake up early and went for a 'war'
Saynora
Sweet dreams everyone ^_^
| Breaking Down 11:53:00 PM
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I can feel that I'm changing.
I dont know whether is it good or bad
People just make me change maybe to a better person.
I feel that I'm now much more stronger
Talk back to people
Dont feel like going to MB
That place has changed me so much
That place has make me into a bad girl
That place has taught me about the true sacrifice
That place also has taught me about life
And because of that place I give up all my passion
But what do I get in return
NOTHING!!!!
The only thing is frustration and tired
Just wish ateh was here with me
Just wish that ateh understand what i went through
Miss chatting with her
Miss her calling me Red
Hahaha. That's the memories and it will be just a memory
Sometime I feel like giving up MB
Happy, sad and frustration all I went through
Today will be tiring day for me
Going for YOG performance
Sooo excited for this event
Got to go
Later need to wake up in 4 1/2 hours time
| Breaking Down 12:47:00 AM
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Thursday, August 5, 2010
Today was the last test for the semester
You know what?
I just pass the web test while the rest of my classmates got higher than me
Ok why I comparing myself with them?
Argh!!
Why do they even want to know my results? Being a busybody?
I'm happy with what I get and why are they busybody want to know about my result for ?
So that you all can laugh at my dumbness?
Yeah I know I'm dumb.It's ok
I'm just an ordinary human being
Who cares how much I get?
It didnt matter to all of you
It's my grade
It's my life
It doesnt bring me to anywhere even though I'm a top student
So what?
The only thing I know is that I do my best and I'm happy with my life
I had enough of burden on my shoulders
I had enough of people demand me for more when I know I cant myself
I'm just tired
Emotionally and physically
Can you help me by not adding more burden to my shoulders?
| Breaking Down 3:51:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 3, 2010
I'm alone at the crossroads once again
Argh!!
A hard decision I need to make without hurting anyone again
It's hard to juggle with all the events
With MB demand me for more things to be done
With YOG coming up really soon
With exam coming around the corner
When do I have the time for myself?
When do I start my revision?
It's just sooo frustrating sometime
Tiring
But this is what I choose
I just wanna challange myself but then maybe I'm not there yet to face all the challenges
I know I can do this with the
Right mindset
Determination
Time management
Patience
With all this I might be a better person so that I can face anything in the future
| Breaking Down 10:55:00 PM
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Monday, August 2, 2010
It has been 2 months now in school. 1 more month to exam.
super not prepared and not yet fully adapting to the new environment
Suddenly I think about the diffrence that me and my friends had
Last time we used to come from different secondary school and we meet in the same course and class.(BB/ BL) We bond as a family. Is it age factor that make us different?
But then now when i move on to a greater height (BC) everything is sooo different
Now 'friends' are think more about themselves rather than think about other people
For example 'friends' did not wait for everyone to have their food on the table before they start eating. It was a shocked to me.
They are just getting on my nerves
'F2' keep staring at me. Cant stand it any longer
Now it feels that we are drifting far apart
Talking about drifting far apart, I'm sad that Bro J is leaving me soon in 28 more days. Haix
One by one people leaving me
If ateh was here
If ateh know how lonely am I and how I miss talking to her
If gege is much more caring and concern about me
Argh nobody understand the feeling
| Breaking Down 9:32:00 PM
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