Thursday, July 29, 2010
The day has come. 2 more presentation and i'm done.
Feeling scared but then i will shoot it off!!!
It has been smooth journey this week. hopefully it will continue this way
few more days for gege to come back
But then..It doesnt matter to me anymore
It just useless
Got back account test paper back
Okies dissapointed even though i pass
Yea.. not that good but than i'm grateful that i pass rather than my friend who fail..
she seems to be disheartened
Breakdown again
Why must people leave again?
Last time it was ateh
Now it's either me or other people leave
part and parcel of life huh ..
Must be brave to face all this
sooner or later i must face it
| Breaking Down 12:45:00 AM
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Monday, July 26, 2010
Oh yeah !! The presentation today simply goes well. I like ^_^
Thank God! As usual she say the class did badly. What to do
We did our best. As if we had nothing better to do to just focus on her modules
Like hello we still got other projects to do lor
Not happy never mind. I'm happy i'm satisfied with what i've done but i know the result will be always the same. Standard. dont look forward to know the result
3 more presentation to go.. Jia you !!!
Means that after this i can meet gege already
Whooo!!!! Cant wait for that day to come
| Breaking Down 10:33:00 PM
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Sunday, July 25, 2010
1 more week for me to suffer with all the presentations and projects
after that study break.
Yesh ar that is what i waited for even though i need to open and stare at my notes for revision. i think it's better than presenting since i'm a shy person
Yea last week has been hard for me
chionging for projects
lack of sleep and tirdness
no mood
miss ateh and gege
Just wish that i have the time to meet ateh
| Breaking Down 11:34:00 PM
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Sunday, July 18, 2010
Just so pissed off with "that woman"
Can you just stop disturbing my things and get away from my room???
Yesterday borrow my handphone charger.
say hers was at the office.
and so??? Do i care? Your problem ar ?
Take my charger without my permission?
Got share with me ar?
haiyah just spoil my mood
3 weeks please fly fast.
I want to meet gege =[
Now i know the feeling of missing someone in life
| Breaking Down 9:12:00 PM
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Thursday, July 15, 2010
Ok everything is done. I know i cant change it anymore. My hardwork just gone to the drain just because i cant show that it can work.
Fine!!! I know noone appreciate the hardwork that i put in including lack of sleep and rest. Sacrifices that i had made for the past few days
Going to school like zombie
Anyway i learn my mistake which is not to do last minute work
Early in the morning get irritated
Rushing to school as wake up late and then the LRT was packed
Waited for the 3rd train then i board. It was fully packed when this woman just
squeeze in and the door is like shutting her off
I was like hello cant you just wait for another train since there is no space left. The only way is she push me in. Like as if i was transparent
Then presentation time.. dont wish to explain in detail
Going home this couple was hugging and kissing in front of me
Just so irriating. My eyes just so pain looking at them. They think they are the only one in the train
No need to show off leh.
In the end i take a nap while standing. Haix
That's the problem when going home at peak hours
No seat and it's packed
Got to go need a sleep right now
so damn tired
I will miss gege =[
| Breaking Down 2:50:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Everyday I slept late to finish unfinish projects that seems to be piling
The irritating part is that i dont know how to start and do it in the first place
If this thing is to go on for these 3 years i dont know how i will survive
Redha keep complaining but didnt do anything about it
Haix as usual procastinate until the last minute
Soon test and exam coming
I wonder when do i get a rest ?
I need to take a break and release this stress.
I miss ATE
Do she miss me?
Maybe she forget about me already
You are near but yet very far
| Breaking Down 1:40:00 AM
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Sunday, July 11, 2010
Once again problems come
When I was young, I thought that I can have a perfect family with everyone by my side when I have problems but then it just a dream that I cant realised it
I feel that this family is drifting far apart.
Everyone busy with their own things
No communication
I wonder we are not perfect family but still there are people who want to see us more broken apart instead of helping
That is why people say dont trust anyone accept yourself as people who you think can help might just backstab you from the back
It just make my tears flow when I think about it
Just give up on them
They can do whatever they want
I had enough of hearing here and that
| Breaking Down 12:06:00 AM
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Sunday, July 4, 2010
I'm tired and sick hearing the same excuses coming from 'that woman'.
She promise to give me the money to buy a new laptop end of last month.
When asked again say have not yet get pay.By the next pay will give.
Yeah right!!
As usual mum will let go. What mum can do? Haiz. Dont know when can I pay mum's money. Trying very hard to pay back
When will you give the damn money???? Next month? Or maybe next year? Or maybe when i'm gone then you want to give.
I'm not a beggar and I also dont want your damn money!!!
Just waste of my saliva talking.
Silence is better
By the way the last paper I get back last friday.
Wah Thank God i pass and it was super boderline
I'm grateful for that.
It's ok for not to be at the top.
Life always have up and down and you cant always be at the top
Once in awhile being at the bottom is the best
No pressure
No stress
Hiax now must rush for tons of projects. Soo sian!!!
| Breaking Down 1:24:00 AM
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Thursday, July 1, 2010
Ouh man!!I could not believe this
A bad dream that I had dream a few day back has come true
It somehow turn out to be good actually even though it is disappointing
I accept my fate
Just now get back the Mircoecons paper back and unexpectedly I pass.
Not that good but at this point of time I'm grateful that I pass this paper as I thought that I will fail it badly
Thank God for helping me..
Thank God too for giving me this chance for me to wake up from this bad dream
Not to forget the advice from my cousin
Thanks Kak for believing in me when I feel that the hope is gone
Now I realised it doesnt matter to be the top student as long as I'm happy with what I'm getting.
But I just dont understand why people just dont be thankful with what they getting
They wanted more than what they get.
Like hello!!
Other people might not be so lucky and fortunate like you and at least that you can do is to be grateful.
1 more paper have not yet get.
Hopefully this last paper wont dash my hope
No matter what the result is ,
I shall take it to my stride
It's ok !!!
This is your 1st trial redha.
I'm sure I can do better in the next round!!!
| Breaking Down 9:34:00 PM
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