Thursday, June 10, 2010
I have fallen deep down inside
I cant find the way through.
I dont have the strength to stand up.
I need a helping ears and hands but nobody was there.
They wont understand and they will not understand what I'm going through.
I'm just wanna reflect what i have done.
After yesterday and today's result i think i should start waking up now before it's too late.
I dont wanna hurt them who has been supporting me from the start of my journey.
I know i'm not perfect and I dont wanna be perfect either.
But it just pain..
I cant bear to go on this forever as i'm not strong enough to face the obstacles all by myself.
I shouldnt compare with my classmates as it just add to my burden and my stress
I dont wanna care about other people since they dont even care about me.
I jus wanna be who i am and be happy with who i am.
i wanna be the old redha who is cheerful, crazy, smart and more confidence in herself and believe that she can do it..
Not the new redha who is lazy and heck care with study upon reminders and reminders.
I have made up mind to do my best abilities and not compare with other people
I should happy for now that i can take a break after a long time of suffering
It's ok Redha. I know Redha can do better
Cheers !!!!!!!!!!!!
| Breaking Down 3:27:00 PM
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