Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Alhamdulilah.. Thanks to god i get that grade.
Just now check my result and it's quite unbelievable.
5 months suffering and in the end all the hard work pays off.
Just need to wait for another result which will change the path of my future.
Hopefully i get the school that i want
Pray hard for me yea people..
| Breaking Down 11:46:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Today i'm off. Plan to spend my day with my mum.
Wake up early to accompany her to the market. Went to Mcdonald to have our breakfast.
Mum got the breakfast deluxe while i had my big breakfast as usual.
Got myself a strip blouse.
Rushing back home as i promise my cousin to go west mall with her as she is accompanying me to change my phone contract.
Reached there, feeling excited when we meet the person in charge get to know that i cant renew my contract without my mum. Haiz what a waste..
Friend keep calling me and i rushed down to meet them to catch a movie.
Last minute plan..
Off we go to Vivocity. Meet roshini der and straight we go to the cinema.
we watch the Diary of the wimpy kid. Not bad.. [ as long as the character is handsome and the storyline is not boring is fine with me] Maybe it has been a long time since i watch movie then.
2 hours later we went to the secret recipe and had our lunch.
Talk and talk about the how the time flies during the past 2 years in campus.
haiz will miss those days
walk around the vivocity as mei jia is finding a gift for her boyfriend..
after tat home sweet home..
super tired. Thanks devi, roshini and mei jia for making my day a great 1
| Breaking Down 10:19:00 PM
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Friday, March 26, 2010
It's only been 1 day but it seems like 1 year. ATE went back to her hometown and will be back only on the tuesday.
i miss ATE that bad.
Haiz
Yesterday was the end of my journey in campus for 2 years. I did not believe that i will be graduating. Without them my journey will be a struggle.
I will miss everyone especially the lecturers. Having the patience tolerating our nonsense. From a stranger until we become a big family.
What will happen to me without them?
Thinking of that makes me scared.
But then i know it's part and parcel of life.
People just come and go.
| Breaking Down 11:00:00 PM
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Sunday, March 21, 2010
Seconds
Hours
So many days
Haiz why must she's the one who remind me about the day? She also dont need to tell the whole wide world about my birthday.
I dont look forward for the day as i will turn old. it meaningless now
ATE not in Singapore and someone still ignoring me
Waiting and waiting
Dont know if the day will come
Forget it then
tired of searching wondering why
| Breaking Down 10:12:00 PM
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Saturday, March 20, 2010
Thanks idiot for making my mood gone.
who are you to make that comment?
Like hello!! i'm not running around doing nothing..
stupid it's like i taking your stupid drink.
Cant u wait a minute and stop complaining.
Now ATE want to talk and joke with me after so long getting 'scolded' from her
Left few more months for me
hiaz
every minute
every second i'm counting and thinking
12 more days for the result to release.
Can i make it through?
God please help
| Breaking Down 9:27:00 PM
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Monday, March 15, 2010
Thanks to god that i manage to make everyone at least happy even though it's not fully.
i have done my best to make it happen but then..
Finally today i get to rest after a hard and busy day.
Last Friday was a awesome and tiring day.
Yesterday went to cousin's wedding.
A new family has just built. happy for them.
Hearing the news make me scared of ATE leaving me really soon.
I dont want her to go now at this point of time
I know she is tired and sick
God please help me to look after my ATE.
| Breaking Down 1:41:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Today i have been facing alots of challenges
dilemma..
Previous company ask me back to work but then i have no choice but to turn them down
Sunday i had a wedding to attend but then i cant get off from work.
Argh!!!! Why at this point of time people need me? Giving me headache
Giving me no choice of letting everyone down.
But i dont have a choice
Just wish tat i can cut myself into pieces so that noone get hurt accept me.
What should i do?
| Breaking Down 11:12:00 PM
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
I'm dead tired with all the works.
Why i work so hard for when nobody appreciate it?
My body giving me a sign to take a break before it breaks down but then when do i get to rest?
My sleep also have been disturb with nightmares.
Hiaz nightmares again. been too stress
My back hurts each time i bend down.
Feels like anytime the bone can break..
17 more days for me to see ATE before she fly off..
| Breaking Down 1:24:00 AM
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
Wat a day
Why am i being blame even though it is not my fault?
I just hate it when people blaming me without any prove.
It has been the 2nd time.
I'm sick and tired of getting scolded for nothing.. damn it !!!!
Each day passing by and i get scared being alone.
God please dont remind me about the past. Let it be the history.
Thinking back it just make me sad.
| Breaking Down 11:49:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
March has just arrived and it seems tat this month is very busy.
Today went back to clear all the stuffs in the locker and meet azhura for lunch but in the end ms chan, farth, bryan and irfaan tag along. Ms chan treat us to long john silver.
Left 23 more days before ATE going back to her hometown. Hahiz sad2
Leave me alone here.
On sunday i received shocking news. My uncle passed away. Life is so unpredictable. when i received a call from my sis in law, i was happily shopping with wardah.
When i heard the news, my mood just changed.
i even slap myself in case i'm dreaming but then it hurts.
| Breaking Down 10:20:00 PM
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