Friday, January 29, 2010
This week have been bad start for me. Didnt get good sale. Amazingly yesterday can close 5 appointments. just now can close 2 appointments only
Sad so sad.
still finding where i go wrong
silent treatment is just killing me.. i just hate it. People ignoring me..
Fine !! I know who i am. Just irritating girl. attention seeker
you can hate me. i dont give a damn!!
Tomorrow still got work..
hiaz my report is half done.. still got lots to do but i feel lazy to finish up
| Breaking Down 10:17:00 PM
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Sunday, January 24, 2010
It just make me think what has happened. People make me change to who i am nowI just hate the silent treatment as if i did something wrong..Why must it be this moment?It just so pain to go through all this thing alone. Where are they when i need their help? Just so stress up with work load. Problems getting sales. Getting complaints blah blah.
Customer didnt know what is going on
Screwing up everything.Patient will kill everything but then my patience level is drying up soon..
Oh gosh !!! i cant stand it anymore ! Everytime i think about the memories it just make me break down.
3 more weeks for me to cherish my days there. but then it just change to a nightmare for meNo more talking as if i am a strangerYeah i am a stranger but why must it be now!!at this point of time where i need strength and motivation for me to move onThis week has been great for me.. getting quiet a few appointments but then it just not my day yesterday when problems start to arise.They start to check the voice log and i'm super scared. Scared that i say the wrong thing.It just spoil my mood and my sales go down to the drain..Tomorrow i will be dead meat.What if i cant get at least 4 sales?? Argh!!!
| Breaking Down 8:30:00 PM
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Saturday, January 16, 2010
A good start for the week. I have been hitting the target of getting 20 appointments for myself for this month. Tomorrow will be a month i doing this appointment thingy.. Even though everyday is the same line thing. Feel like a tape recorder.
Latest update i getting 19 now.. Whoo!! Good job Redha!! But i know i cant be too complacent.
27 more days and i shall say sayonara..
Saying about sayonara i feel so sad to leave that place since it has taught me a lot of things..
I think i am becoming a better person.
Much more confidence..
That is a good sign.
When i'm going to start my project? Lazy la.. Argh!!!
| Breaking Down 11:25:00 PM
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Sunday, January 3, 2010
3rd day of 2010.. Hiaz.. It has been tough for this 3 days.
Get scolded for nothing.
The light that shine my life slowly dimming..
i dont know what i have done.
It seems to be darken now.
The hope is gone and i not hoping and waiting for miracle to happen.
It just so painful and tiring waiting for the light to shine again.
| Breaking Down 1:28:00 AM
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