Monday, August 31, 2009
It's just so sad that i didnt go back to meet my secondary school teachers. Stuck with netball training today. This year teacher's day seems to have bring an impact in me. I dont know why i feel so sad. Maybe this is my last year in school. 2 years has bring so much in my life. They have been a part of my life.
This is the time for me to focus on my studies. Tomorrow is holiday. Take the time to study for exam.
I get to know that 'she' is not leaving. I didnt know whether it is true anot. Just wait and see when i'm back. It does not make any difference since i wil be away for attachement soon.
I'm so scared to face the new challlenge after this.
Ouh! I will sure miss all my teachers after this.
| Breaking Down 3:25:00 PM
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
I dont know what to do.. Should i leave or should i stay for good?
But the thing is that i cant stand the situation. How long should i tolerate this?
To leave i feel very sad but then...
1 more week for me to stay focus on my studies. I promise myself not to let anyone down.
I'm trying very best to study. God please show me the way..
| Breaking Down 1:22:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Today has been a bad day for me.. Very irritated and angry.. I'm not in mood.
People just finding fault with me.
The bus driver drives very fast. He steps the brake as if there is no tomorrow. A woman beside me bump into me after he step the brake. Thanks ar..Before that , this kiasu auntie just rush in front of me just to get a seat without saying excuse me. Where is the manner? As if the seat will run away.I'm trying hard to hold on and study my notes but i end up staring.
Someone just test my patience yesterday. How do she think she was?
I'm not her personal bank ok. I'm not stingy but then i also have some other responsibility. When she want something she will be nice but after that she will be nasty, calling me names. I'm not her doll!! So dont test my patience as i have been tolerating her nonsense since the 1st day.. Should i leave now? It's not worth staying.. Everytime face 'this somebody' makes me angry and hatred.. Luckily somone keep me holding on to stay..
Maybe it just not my day..
| Breaking Down 9:42:00 AM
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Monday, August 24, 2009
Today is the 3rd day of fasting month. So far so good. Only that it was tiring and sleepy to wake up early in the morning to eat.
Projects and presentation is finally over!
Now i'm preparing myself to study for my final exam which will be in 2 weeks time..
Ouh man!! i have not start yet. i just need to force myself to be awake and start studying. I also planning to clear my wardrobe. I dont have time now to even take a rest. It's tough but i have to persevere. Please give me strength so that i can face this with patience. Thanks to Wardah for reminding and forcing me to study.
| Breaking Down 10:08:00 AM
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
wohoo! finally it's over. Went to attechment interview and it seems positive to me. Okies i'm not over confident but that hopefully i get that job..
My whole body is aching due to NAFA yesterday.. Argh!!
Fasting month coming in a few days time..
Ouh man! cant eat anymore..
got to go...
| Breaking Down 10:56:00 AM
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Monday, August 3, 2009
It's the month of august.
18 more days for fasting.
Life has changed. People changed.I dont know why.
Desaru trip has been canceled. Thanks ar..Maybe it's a good thing.
Last friday went to watch Harry Potter and the Half blood Prince.it's so relaxing after a long weeks of stress. It's time to take a break.
After thatme and my friend went to the Ion Orchard. It's so big. Have not yet finish touring around when we need to go off to our lecturer's house for bbq. Got lost there. Went for exploration around the area and at last found it. Hahaha..
The dark clouds has moved. I've seen the sunlight that will shine me.Wohoo!! Continue shining..
| Breaking Down 9:14:00 AM
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