Taufik is my idol

Books are like my bestfriend because they are always there to accompany me where ever I go

I like to read novels by Nicholas Sparks,Dorothy Koomoson,Dave Pelzer, Mitch Albom and Sophie Kinsella & inspiration books

I also like to write whenever I'm sad or unhappy. That's the only way that I'm letting the misery away

People says that I'm quiet.That is just me. I'm not good in expressing and that's the reason why I would rather keep it to myself

I like to think & daydreaming

I also like doing sports like netball as I love to run around and be free

Principle in life:Live life to the fullest as life is short and treasure every moments with my loved ones.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

yesterday is the day where i have step down as a netballer. i dont know went i get to play netball again.. it so sad. i was der to see how the uniform groups step down. although it was qute boring but it was done in a properly manner. i jus respected them.
it jus went so fast as if all things happen yesterday..

i still remember how i am afraid and hate netball when i am sec 1 &2. i always get scolded from seniors and my former coach because i was so lousy and blur like sotong at that time. i also have the mind set to quit and give up on netball but after my seniors advised me to stay on. with her help and the others netball members i stay on and try my best to train. Although it is tough and hard i survive until today.

wen i am sec 3 den i like going training maybe because i have understand the rules and game. Through all the years i gone through many difficulties and injuries but it didnt stop me to be better player.but i didnt appreciate it. For 3 years i play in west zone competition but i didnt get anything for my school. i let dem down.

now the new batch is going to take over us but do they train hard enough?? nope they disappointed coach and make her angry.. how could they?? after she come from far jus to teach us and they dont appericate her effort!!!i dont know wat to do.. hopefully our hard work wont gone to the drain.

| Breaking Down 12:32:00 PM
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Saturday, April 21, 2007

tis week it seems a bad days for me.. i dont know why i felt easily irritated tis few days since wardah is not in school.. everthing tat i done didnt suit me

on thur jus finish my prelim eng oral and i think i did badly lah.. didnt have time to do my revision and my mid year jus how many weeks onli.. i am going to be dead meat sooner or later..

on fridae it irritates me more wen 'tat person' sit besides me.. jus cant stand it wen both person sit besides me wen i jus want to have a peace of mind.. the rest of the days there jus 'bees buzzing around my ear' jus cant concentrate.. if i ask them to keep quiet also they will continue talking so i jus ignored them. how selfish they can be.. although they are clever but other STUPID people like ME want to learn.. yeah so jus shut their mouth lah!!!!

and now new problem crop up at home.. ahyah cant the problem stops rite now coz i jus so frustrated with the problems that i am having!!! why cant they jus stop bothering us??? wat they think this house is like a hotel to them.. wen they are broke they come find us wen they got money the path to our home also they dont know i think..

next week will be a hard day for me.. mon i have NAFA test.. i am so bored with test and exams already!!! argh!!!!

| Breaking Down 7:33:00 PM
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Sunday, April 15, 2007

we are the champion!! we are the champion!! no time for loser as we are the champion of the world!!
yeah gumption rocks!!!we had jus our annual sports day on 11/04.. Gumption are the champion for our sports day.. yahooo!!! tis year sports day was meaningful to me. my class sell things on tat day. we sell floats, bread and air batu.. many of other class were also selling. netball selling air batu and some tidbits. we had a great fun selling and at the same time taking part on the events.

i took part in the tug of war.. it was so sucky. i was flying on the ground trying to pull the rope. it was so slippery. we lose to strength as we know they ave alot of strength compared to us.hahaha.. den we palyed against tenacity but i never palyed. no strength already.

i helped out the stall as the back people.. they want float i gave them cup with ice. at the same time they ask me this air batu tat air batu i gave lar.. we have the teachers race. and once again Gumption won again!!!.. tat is the time to see teacher show their true sportmanship.. yeah the are rocks man!!

the event that i waited for have come.. i join the 4 x 100 m relay.. jus cant believe myself tat we won the 3rd place.. oh my god!! isit a dream. wen the gun or watever the thing is called was released i jus sprint all the way.. i dont know where the strength and energy come from.. thanks to the 4th runner An Yu ..she was the one who help us alot in winning this race.. it was tough fight with the other team of gumption.. but at least we are the same group..

went home late and tired .. next day mus go skool ahyeah.. dont have holiday so bad man!! we also must rest mah..

poor wardah she confirm got HFMD. 10 days never go skool.. ahyeah so sway. she must have lost wen she came back to skool and it is near mid year exam some more.. hopefully she can cope.. i know she can do it !! chow =]

| Breaking Down 7:41:00 PM
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Sunday, April 8, 2007

yesterdae went over to sis house for nite coz my parents went to tanjung pinang accompany my aunt. so sad tat i cant tag along as my passport going to expired soon. its hard for me to make my decision as i dont know which house i want to overnite. after much thinking i decided to went to my sis house..

early in the morning i went out from home and went straight to her house.den we went to jalan kayu to have our breakfast.. after breakfast we went to VIVOCITY. yahoo!!! its my 2nd time here.. we jus window shopping. we met MARK LEE and CHEN LI PING. the best time have not come yet..

next destination we went to bugis junction..yippee !!! once in a life time man i reach here. i feel like i am some alien who just land on some wierd land. hahaha!!! first shop is the 77th street. found a sling billabong bag but it too expensive.. so my sista decided to go the opposite side which is the bugis street.

just cant believe der is alot of varities of bags tat can be found. feeling so dizzy on which bag should i choose as everthing quite nice and cheap.. so in the end i got myself a red and white zinc sling bag!! isnt tat cool ?? although it is belated birthdae presents she wants to buy something for me compared to my bro.. i didnt ask much but jus a wish is good for me as i know his situation but i got nothing. futhermore i quite close to him den my sis..

nevermind everthing is over.. at nite nothing much.. jus finish up my homweork.. even though it just 1 day i felt like 1 month not meeting my parents.. missed them so much..

| Breaking Down 2:05:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

today its seem have been a bad day for me.. early in the morning my mood have been spoil by people cheating during 2.4km run.. can tat person be an honest person for once?? i dont know why i hate tat person so much since tat day(02/04).. maybe i cant overcome it yet..

honestly i cant stand the pain of being closed tat person.. i know tat i am lying to myself to like tat person but i dont know wat to do but jus hang in there for a few more months to go.. i jus need to concentrate on my studies rite now..

F&n seems hard for me now.. hating it more wen i look at my damn coursework. i wish tat i dont need to do the coursework and move on with other things.. i jus coping things fine for the moment but not for f&n coureswork..

oh god please help me !!! finish tis things as soon as possible as it is making life miserable and i am suffering..

| Breaking Down 4:29:00 PM
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Monday, April 2, 2007

my hardwork that i put in into doing something had been broken jus like tat.. doesnt it break ur heart wen it take a long period of time understanding and learn how to do it perfectly??it happen jus now in class wen i jus know tat the present tat i jus gave to LI Ping had broken.

doesnt tat person who break it had the guts to say something or anything since he/ she is the one who break it?? does tat person think i have nothing better to do den to do those things?? i spent all nite doing this stuff and it has jus broken jus like tat!!! did tat person think it easy for me to find a perfect present for Li Ping??it take hours searching for it. even though it is cheap but it has a special meaning to me. i think it is a thoughtful gift from me but this is wat happens...it so sad..

all my effort tat i put in has jus gone!!!wat if i gave tat person a present tat are cheap and broken will tat person like it?? of course not rite. same goes to me.. at least if u dont like me dont need to break other people things.. it is not yours. for god sake its someone's birthday present not yours!!! so stop being a busybody and mind your own things!!

P.S: if anyone who read tis blog and not happy with wat i jus written.. sorry but this is the fact tat mus be faced coz i cant stand tis people anymore..

| Breaking Down 8:29:00 PM
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