Debt, debt and more debt Why is it haunting me when I’m not the one who is in debt? Troubled and more troubled Why that “woman” can’t stop making trouble for this family We had enough troubles to handle So depressing thinking about these Mum keep pestering me for more money Like hello, does she ever think I had enough for myself before she asked? No she didn’t! Working like dogs to meet the end I don’t even have my fully rest Now even down with fever and flu, they can’t even let me have a rest in peace Zzz Can’t believe it They just drive me crazy
8:35:00 PM | Friday, January 13, 2012
1 week has past It has been a busy and tiring week Didnt expect this to happen in the first week All I need for now is to get some sleep and rest Back to those times during ITE days whereby I'm busy with projects Dont have time to take a break and rest Only GOD knows what I went through For the moment taking it slowly but it seems that I cant paced up I'm just so tired..
8:55:00 PM | Saturday, December 17, 2011
First day in TEP Glad & grateful to be have a great team mates Enthusiastic & easy-going Lots to be learn I don’t know how the journey is going for me I hope it will be fine and smooth sailing journey There’s a lot for me to worry & think about I still got 8 more weeks to go. First week has lots of things to be done This is chaotic God please help me to guide me through.
9:14:00 PM | Monday, December 12, 2011
Insomnia again! What’s wrong with these people? The past 2 days have not been able to get a peaceful sleep due to selfish people Like seriously “that woman” can’t stop making trouble and all her “gang” come and “haunt” this house End up making a nuisance in the middle of the night. Not only her, her kids too are annoying Screaming like nobody business Like hello, people here are trying to get some sleep and there they are making so much noise If these to be continued, this is making me insane When are they going to get out from this house? Will they? Or are they going to stuck with us for the rest of their lives? Mum keep babbling about them Why can’t she just say straight to her face rather than keep babbling here and there and end up frustrating herself? Nah. I can’t be bothered about them Chow
9:18:00 PM | Thursday, December 1, 2011
My mind is at ease now Everything is settle for the moment Following with the flow Back to our normal life Worry and think too much I guess 1 more day to suffering After that ban gan Whoo!! But then staying at home doing nothing doesnt make any difference With all the screaming and shouting I would rather go out and have a peace of mind Ouh man what am I suppose to do? If I always go out Mum will nag me to death If I stay at home I will also die of madness Argh!! It's just a lose, lose situation
3:47:00 PM | Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Its bitter to swallow Its hard and unbearable But this is life Forbidden Love with so much difference I dont know how long this heart can survive to swallow everything in God if this is my fate I accept it My days seems to continue to darken as I found myself lost in the tunnel I cant find the way out This is my punishment that I must face all alone There so much to be done Cant take in anymore I just need to have a break now but then this week is critical week for me I dont know how to overcome this Tears keep flowing without me noticing it Feel that my mind and soul has flown away and left my body here suffering Trying hard to distract myself but I cant I shall let my body fly away too
11:44:00 AM | Sunday, November 20, 2011
Why I feel there is a sudden change in someone? Or is it just my feeling? It has been 3 days now It seems that I can see some of the true colours shining. Hmm Trying hard to keep this strong but I dont know much longer I can hold it Friends where are you? Feel so down at the moment Feel wanna be all alone Forget about my feelings and just make others happy? Gonna distract myself alone now
10:37:00 AM | Thursday, November 3, 2011
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